to bie, to be dorn

                         In the absence of desire, desire flows…

                         In the absence of self-control, loose unexpected I control…

                         In the absence of an idea, feeling empowers the mind…

                         In the absence of a narrative, free narrative builds itself up up pop…

                         In the absence of willing to enact within correct framework, the natural act reveals as necessary…

                         In the absence of fear, love overcomes, and unravels my most trueness…

[monsterness

                        In the absence of what exactly do I feel in the absence of?

                        Somehow, in the absence of any perfection striveance imperfection seems a much more enlightening path...